Nov 22

although few weeks ago i completed my studies life is never been so confusing. It is that empty feeling full with unknown. I been working form the first week that i landed here and was either worried about studies or work.  Now i think half load is off but then again i feel very award. I don’t know why time is going so slowly i hate it. i feel like going back yea my family would love it to see me back home but i most fulfill there expectation too going without achieving something is worst then not going.

First of all i will repay all the loans that i took from my parents then i shall be free for that i will apply for fulltime job well i am capable and now i got degree too on top of that my communication skills are never this best what else is there to stop me. ho good life here i come ..ok .. wait a minute!! .. there is something wrong here !! … oh the whole fucking world is in rescission .. everywhere jobs cutting .. daam .. tough luck my old girlfriend … she never stops loving me and i never say no to her..

Nov 16

it happen to me again, passing on there blame on me and getting cleen of from there wrong doing. i was not aware of this thing initially but my friend was kind enough to let me know the peculiar behavior of his apartment mate, well it happens like this.My friend name x used to take Nepali girls to his apartment and i don’t know what they do there but somehow hes out of condoms so in mere desperation steel from his friends stock and forget to put it back, his friend is also big lady killer as well but only with European chicks. when his apartment mate finds out about his misplace stack and asked his room mate like wtf….nobody can imagine he can do things like that so to get out of trouble  he put my name … F&#$% … good job dude but anyway whatever. we laughed very hard after i knew full story however i really want to clear up things but mr x’s apartment mate is out of the country…with my disgusting image in his mind …

Nov 16

isn’t it fabulous waking up Sunday morning turn on your tv and get the song that you needing to hear…made my day…i hope it made yours too
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
And nothing’s gonna to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with me
All - ah peaceful melody
And it’s our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

Scooch on closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m be saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find that the sky is yours
Please don’t, please don’t, please don’t
There’s no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is out fate, I’m yours

Oct 08

Couple of forward mails

Dozens of well wishes

Eating stinking goat meat

Beer everywhere and Party everyday

Playing cards

sick calls

No joy no excitement not even feeling like anything extraordinary

Just like everyday

Like all those ordinary days

Leaves without any memory

Oct 03

Taken from
Jazzmandu 2005, Day 6: Jazz And Nepal’s Youth
Published: November 25, 2005

By Mark Sabbatini

The doors were locked when I arrived at a free jam session at the Upstairs Jazz Bar, maybe Kathmandu’s most notable jazz club - and it wasn’t due to a lack of interest. People were jammed in to the point of being unable to move, which Chhedup Bomzan, the club’s owner and director of the festival, said is not typical during regular gigs.

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“It’s really a nice intimate place,” said Meg Ferrigno, a Rochester, N.Y, resident who has spent the past year in Nepal studying Buddhism. But on this night she was locked outside, separated from friends who arrived earlier.

managed to convince the bouncer to let me in long enough to take a few awkward photos before I had to stop holding my breath and escape to the street for oxygen. It’s definitely a place for the dedicated to get their fix, complete with memorabilia from world-famous and Nepali performers filling the walls. I listened to a couple of tunes from the street and it was pretty casual and unremarkable blues/funk stuff, so I wasn’t feeling any great sense of loss.

The Kathmandu Post, often somewhat over complimentary in its coverage, did offer interesting tidbits about the intensity level later in the evening, including this about drummer Håkon Johansen of the Norwegian fusion trio Solid: “Håkon showed his techniques and fury in a blistering drum solo that split his drumstick into half. Amusing moments came after he broke his left-hand drumstick, too, as he searched around for something to hit the skin with. Giving up, he picked up his shoe and started playing with that.”

Meanwhile, I had an unexpected backup plan thanks to a “live jazz” sign I saw earlier outside a bar near my hotel. Signs in Nepal don’t always reflect reality, but in this case it turned out to be one of the most pleasant surprises of my trip.

A respectfully traditional rendition of “Footprints” was being played by an electric guitar/ bass/drums trio as I climbed the stairs to the second-story Full Moon Bar. It’s a typical small Nepali hangout with maybe 10 floor-level tables where shoes are removed before sitting on cushions. Squeezed into a corner floorspace next to the bar three casually dressed younger guys looking more like they ought to be doing grunge - or at least jam band grooves - were authoring the ’60s post-bop licks with authority.

Guitarist Jiojmee Dojee Sherpa, aside from his wah-wah tone lending a bit of blues attitude, ripped through a series of complex chords and meters, skipping the excess barrage of notes younger players often rely on to make an impression. The intelligent restraint also prevailed in bassist’s Chi Thapa support and drummer’s Sagar Shrestha rapid-but-light Roy Haynes-like flourishes. It was the first straightahead jazz I’ve heard in Nepal and the kind of stuff one can nurse for hours while noshing rakshi and chiura.

Sep 15

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Nepal Festival 2008
- lots of nepali
- bump into few old mates that i used to talk.. Manoj and Sujan
- Food was very bad, people were loving it because not always they can have authentic Nepali foods like momo, choyela, samosa, bara, and Cell
- Very poor event management but its better then nothing, thanks a lot for NRN Australia for organizing this event
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- L- R Ram (we used to study together at central college) Dipendra (we were on the same flight and he went back Nepal yesterday ) all my appartment mates were out there…
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- Chinese Mid Autumn day celebration with fire cracker but most fun taken by Nepali crowed and right timing for x band to perform.
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- when we were all out somebody tries to brake in to our apartment

- we were very lucky he can’t break in otherwise Dipendra would lost $8000, 2 laptop and 8 IPODs and we would lost our valuable altogether not less then 15000 saved.. we were very lucky.

Sep 10

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Nepal Festival 2008, I’ve seen the posters in few places like Indian grocery shops and few Nepalese offices. All my friends are enthusiastic about it and ask me to be there even after the work for just two hours. Axe band is performing and you got to see all the/most of the Nepalese in one place, I know its gonna be huge, different and may be seeing some old friends…

 

Looking forward to this Saturday…

Sep 06

sorry guys i was in hibernation state, lot n lot of thing to say..

i’ve moved to Stratified, first time living with dudes no more couples..guys place is cozy but theirs hearts are bigger then New south wales (sydney state). Feels good living with them..enjoying a lot.

well one amazing thing happen yesterday i’ve been living here from last two weeks and a guy name dipendra also lives among us. we are 5 guys in total in 2 bedroom unit but you can not find all 5 in here at a time ..one dude has night shift other has morning one dude i have only saw in weekends, its less crowded then  it actually seems. so that guy named dipendra is the guy who came with me in same RA and Malysian flight but we didn’t recognize each other, chatted a bit in journey but after that i’ve never seen him.

We were talking about our experiences and i was telling him i love photography and i used to take photos when i was new in sydney and he said there was a guy in my flight who always take the photos  at that moment, suddenly we both remember each other…its quit a fun..kept on laughing till out mouth hurts..

anyway he is going back to nepal next week ..

Aug 27

moving
moving
moving far from home
moving stuff
finding, fitting , rearranging

changing address
changing people
changing behaviour

new street
new timetable
new habits
new culture
new feelings

unfamiliar faces
sleepless nights
advantage
disadvantages

students quickly learn to value each other
they connect over cigarettes and bond with beer
next day it all be a part of life
tomorrow all will be gone
…with lasting memories of joys and sorrow
imprinted on a soul forever

Aug 04

I’ve been reading news a lot these days about nepal and political limbo happening there. Every nepali goes through various newsportals for getting news and information about there beloved country.  Honestly nepali news portals are unmanaged, unsystamics web pages made by blinds. Don’t chk nepalnews.com they only put worst news or political news, nepalnews guys there are so many things going on there, don’t just visit singha darbar go elsewhere.News portals are not just for earning pay per clik or AdSense revenue you guys have responsibility. well my frustration goes on and on like these forever why do i have to see it anyway?? …ekantipur.com is more better in content but sill they have to go long way for proper news portal.

well i hate having label like Indian ..and this frustration let me to put nice forward mail by sharn mong … thanks sister

HAMAR NAYA NEPAL 

National Anthem: Hamar Desh Pyara Madhesh
National Cuisine: Sattu
National Drink: Gudwa ka sharbat
National Festival: Chatt ( In Lieu of Dashain)
Second National Festival: Holi ( In lieu of Deepavali) Celebrated for a month with shit, cow dung and mud
 
National Weapon : Baans Ke Latthi ( Ek haat mein talwar doosra mein dhaal. Duno haat khali nahi to lade kaise?)
 
National Language: Bhojpuri
National Pastime: Calling Bandhs to teach the saala pahadiyas a lesson.
National Transport: Bayel Gada
National Sport: Kidnapping, Extortion, Wife burning
National Hobby: Corruption ( On the footsteps of our Vice President)
 
NATIONAL CHARACTER: Indiscipline
 
Cheers and have a good time