Designers Block

I’m having terrible designers block , i know this is the turning point in my life , the worst time i could ever imagine having it. Life if fucking bitch, ain’t it ? when you need something really bad then it takes everything away even the basic component for designer to have; imagination and peace of mind.

First of all if you don’t know what is designers block ? then its like writers block when writers looses ability to produce new work. It happen to designer as well when they can’t crank up the amazing designs. sometime it gets really frustrating and they end up changing there careers. Praying to god please don’t let this happen to me, finger crossed. However since last few months i really can’t able to think properly even for the simplest design I’m having huge difficulty. One of the design was so dark even my client comment its too morbid for his business. I hate bright colors these days, may be its the cold weather or perhaps the reflection of the cold people around me. Struggling understanding basic patterns of life , totally messed up, i don’t have any world for it.  Big SAD FACE

I know i have to get over this as quickly as possible nevertheless everything is against me. I don’t know how my life became so complected, when is the last time i was in such a mess but i tell you; i will get out of this and it would be fucking god dame successful.

From the movie Catch Me If You Can

Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn’t quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. Gentlemen, as of this moment, I am that second mouse.

Its time to go home..almost 8pm still in office strugglin…fucking hell i am working more then 12 hours a day but at the end of the day with zero result in hand…..

sincere apology  for swearing but i need to get this off my chest… hopeful it works…
listening to Shine on you crazy diamond. its almost midnight

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Now there’s a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.